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The Yellow Demo

by Oshinn

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1.
Applause! 02:19
Applause! Applause! You can't expect the world not to like you now, with that crooked smile upon your face, your quite attractive lack of grace, you lost all of the weight you had to lose, and now you're free to live your life just how you choose. Applause! Applause! You quick replaced the cooking oil with alcohol, It would be wrong to claim hypocrisy- it came as a surprise you see that everybody wanted you to be up here to face a monumental judgement by your peers, and it's the first attention you've been paid in years. Applause! Applause! You always guessed that you would once again smoke cigarettes. It is a triumph in this modern day that airbrushing can hide the way the wrinkles are beginning to deform your eyes and the indie-colored bicycle does nothing for your thighs and the laughter you emit conceals the lies. Oh, another girl would cherish how the world knows her by name by now and each concession she's allowed is more than she could ask for, and a better girl would be the stuff of dreams and that would be enough to soothe her when the hours got rough and late but wait, at least you have Applause! Applause! A hundred mouths exclaiming what a gem you are. They overlook your crooked teeth, the dirt embedded in your feet; they even think your spectacles are hip, and so you can be yourself and they won't even know (and so it goes.)
2.
California 02:47
So I heard you're going to Berkeley to visit all the relatives of what was your ex-wife when you first met in the RV that you bough to carry both of us across the USA and never did and that's okay with me because I'm traveling to San Francisco almost on what could be called a whim and there's this boy you see and he's a million better things than you so all I have to say is (Chorus) Go get fucked in California, it's what I'll be doing so I think it's only fair. Go fuck yourself in California- no one else is going to now that I'm not there. Did you know you nearly killed me? I was halfway around the bend because I couldn't even call you on the phone and you were bad to me- it isn't right to leave the girl you love so inexplicably alone. Your wife made fun of me and it didn't occur to her that you had broken up with her before for infidelity. But you can keep the whore, she's not my problem anymore (Chorus) And so that you're aware I was only being nice when I said I didn't mind that you liked Taylor Swift And I'm compelled to share that I think that you're a little old to be so pussy-whipped But that isn't fair- it's not like you don't care, it isn't your fault you met a good girl when the bad one was still there and that you loved her, as far as I'm aware But still (Chorus)
3.
F Chord 02:27
It's been three days since I sent you the letter, I wish you would reply and say you love me And even if you don't, don't leave me hanging, I can feel your presence like the sun always circling above me Pulling my body upward from the earth only to burn it in the sky How stupid was I, to think that you could make me fly It's been three days since I told you my feelings, that you're the only one for me, you know it And even if you aren't, don't leave me hanging, I would hate to waste my life loving you and never showing it Every day pretending that things are just the best and that I couldn't care less where you are And then looking out the night window and hoping that you see the same bright stars It's been three days since I taught myself the F chord, I'd like to think that you would want to hear it And even if you don't, I still use a capo; knowing how to play it doesn't mean that I don't fear it I wrote you this song because I don't have your number and I don't know how else I can say That if you would be with me, I would make you happy every single day You say no way, that no one can, but I'd like to think that I would know much better Just how great a girlfriend I can be, if you'd just answer my letter
4.
Skinny, Portuguese and proud The boy who told me right out loud he didn't want to think. Then a necklace, and a note with some Italian poem he wrote by hand in purple ink. Just a dream across the sea Who hardly ever talked to me After he fell in love Now as summer looms I am sending a thought to Lisbon wondering what he's thinking of. Frozen walks and cigarettes with recessed filters to convince us we would never die Perpetually besotted we would curse and fuck until we sobered up and closed our eyes I didn't have wrinkles then and my youth would forgive me any tears that I allowed Now my ailing passion is just so much tired burlesque before a rapidly fading crowd
5.
Tell the preacher that I died but he don't need to anoint me Tell the fuckers who have wronged me that they should've gone and joined me Tell my sister that I love her, she's the only one that I could stand. Tell my mama to stop drinkin, she's the reason why I did it Tell the jealous girls with boyfriends that they did not in fact hit it Tell my few remaining friends if they know me then they'll get it After all, we saw it coming never once thought to deflect it And oh I, wish I was dead and rotting in the ground or lying sweetly in a casket with the public saying what a pity, what a shame, she never played her part, what a pity,what a shame, she died of a broken heart. Tell the married men I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt them Tell the people who are listening that I'm sorry to desert them Tell the ones who feel guilty that their part really was small Tell the people who do wonder that I think I love them all And (Chorus) Tell the boy who sells guitars that I never did stop wishing that the girl that he is with now would be kind in her position Tell the boy in California that I never will stop thinking Of the meadow that we lay in staring wildly without blinking And (chorus)
6.
Tomorrow 04:02
I would give anything you wanted just to love living again Oh my love, no need for sorrow I'll still be there tomorrow I'll still be there tomorrow Watchdog pain never thinks to leave me Hold it close, kiss it on the mouth No my love, no need for sorrow I'll still be there tomorrow I'll still be there tomorrow Lock the door, don't be such a bother It's all right, no one has to know Oh my love, what need have you for sorrow? I'll still be there tomorrow I'll still be there tomorrow Make a list, what else have I borrowed? This is just the last of our goodbyes Make a list, what else have I borrowed? I'll send it off tomorrow I'll send it off tomorrow I'll still be there tomorrow I'll still be there tomorrow

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released May 30, 2013

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